Decorating a Christmas tree the first Christmas that your angle baby is not with you is one of the hardest things to do. A lot of us prefer to wait a few years before doing this. However I feel that Alma came to liberate me and give happiness that no one ever will be able to. So I felt I had to celebrate Christmas in her name and decorating the tree is one of the ways. Plus this is something that both parents of our angel baby could do. It was lovely because even though we did not speak about our pain it was a releasing exercise together in the name of our angel baby. Have you thought of doing something similar? It does not have to be decorating the Christmas tree, it can be anything you can do together with your loved one in remembrance of your angel baby.